30 January 2009

Ever Wanted To.....

Copy and paste emails and messages that you have saved over a period of time?



I thought about it. Decided not to.


What the hell does it matter for anymore anyway?

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Pull all your hair out and just scream?


Sure....been there....decided not to do that either....thought it might hurt.

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Ok, so this one is not something that anyone wants to do, and if they do, then they really need professional help.


Unintentionally take things out on the people who really care about you because you just don't know what else to do?


Unfortunately, just ask my husband....my mother...my brothers...

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Everyone has feelings. Everyone at some point doesn't know how to handle the flood of emotions that take them over.


Doesn't mean that anyone person's feelings or emotions are not valid. Albeit some peoples are truely unfounded.

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Ever wanted to.....Throw caution to the wind and say to hell with everything?


Yeah, me too, I think the outcome would/could have been pretty unfortunate.

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Ever wish life didn't require so much thought?


Sure!!!! Who hasnt?


Shouldn't it always be happy go lucky and all green grass?


Should......But damn free will......at least I know where I will be when the day comes.

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More later, maybe.

29 January 2009

Deal.....

I swear I have a stress headache. I woke up with a headache 3 days ago, and I still have it.

I have taken ibuprofen, aleve, excedrin..exedrin migraine. Helps for a lil while but then its back. Not quite sure what else to do about it. So I guess I'll have a headache. I'll deal.

I was walking around Sam's the other day. One of those you feel like you are walking around squashing your heart, with every step you take until eventually you go numb things. Another cause and affect thing. The cause doesn't matter. The affect does. But...I'll deal. The only way I know how.

I already know that I have to start weeding out the things I don't need in my life. May take me a while, and it might make me lose myself in the process. Again...I'll deal.

27 January 2009

Don't Know

Yes, it hurt. Not sure why, but it did.

There's nothing like that feeling.

What's even worse is there is nothing that can change it.

I can't do it anymore. Doesn't matter how much I want to, I can't.