Still Care..

Wow. I guess that I seem like I am heartless.

I really am not. I care just as much as I ever did. I have just removed myself from the equation, because it seems to me that the solution would never get better. And rather than stay and make it worse for all involved, its easier for all for me to stay gone.

Don't know why that is so hard for people to understand.

If it is easier for others to completely ignore what has happened, then so be it. Outcast I will be, wouldn't be the first time, just like bouncing back and forth between my parents as a child and teenager. I imagine it won't be the last time.

No one wanted me then and no one does now. I should be used to it.