Happenings

Not quite even sure what to type.

I know that I can talk. Alot. Anyone can tell that from some of my blogs. Those are my ramblings. I talk alot more on here than I do anywhere else.

I am the sort of person that attempts to let things roll off of my back as much as possible. On the other side, a person can only take so much before they just explode.

By the time I explode, the words flow out of my mouth, or onto my blog or in other places, sometimes with no thought, and most of the time taking ALOT of time to word things. Knowing that if I am not careful, that I can do more damage than good.

Per my last blog, I wasn't thinking alot about how I worded things. When truthfully in retrospect I shouldn't have worded anything. I shouldn't have let myself be dragged down to that level. But I am not perfect nor have I ever claimed to be.

There are only 2 ppl in this world that I can say that I have a strong dislike for. Those 2 ppl would be my ex husband, and the other person is a female...Neither one of them happens to be the person that I thought I was defending myself against yesterday. I don't hate any one person.

Sometimes you find out where you stand. Sometimes you are kept hanging. Sometimes you just don't know.

If I have made a mistake, then I own it. Yesterday's was not voicing my opinion, it was not taking enough time to realize that the way I feel may affect someone that I wasn't intending to make feel uncomfortable, in an adverse way.

I can take my lumps, and try to learn from that. Thats all I can do. I know that I have no control over anyone but myself. Sometimes I lose control. Everyone does. Thats nothing new.

I'm thinking I know where I stand. I could be wrong...I might not be. Thats for me to deal with.